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[brittlebodies]

Ian Stone, Doubting Thomas, oil on linen, 12x16 in, 2023

[harmoonix]

Astrology Observations

~ The light ~

Aquarius Sun/Rising/Moon/Lilith = being hyper independent, can be a form of detachment from them. These natives are more like lonely wolves, but that doesn't make them weak

Libra Placements put so much love in all the works/projects they do. Sometimes, they create it in a form of love towards someone or a specific object/thing

An empty 1st house is usually feeling like a native doesn't have a specific personality and rather a mix of more/being moody as well

Empty 10th house can create confusion about their job/path life/community/the way other people see them

Empty 11th house can indicate issues with making friends/having a few, struggling to communicate, being more on your own

Having a partner with love asteroids in the 3rd house will result in them calling you sweetnames/nicknames a lot

Aries Juno can be the dominant in their marrage/taking the control over their relationship and sometimes can act obsessive

Aquarius Juno can happen to date/marry their friends and have friends to lovers type or relationships

Taurus Juno can happen to spoil their partners with little gifts or little gestures/signs in their relationship to show that they care

Leo Juno likes when their partner forger about everything and set their whole attention on them. Focusing only on them

South Node aspecting Juno can indicate running from marriage/not wanting to get married. South node is where we detach from things involved with this placement

Mars in Cancer or Capricorn don't like being seen as weak/sensitive/fragile, all these words run away from them

Sun in the 1st house can easily make other people like them due to their spontaneous energy. Usually they're very popular or liked by others

Leo Lilith or Saturn can struggle with favoritism. Can be something you need to heal from and can happen from childhood to some of the natives

Lilith in water signs will show you that emotions control people and they can manipulate them easily. Especially when they are at their lowest

Scorpio Moons and Mars likes to take revenge on people rather than letting karma do the job. They want be the karma

People might be intimidated by your presence if you have Lilith/Pluto or Saturn in the 1st house

Sometimes, people with Mars x Venus aspects want just sex without having the responsibility of having/wanting a relationship

North Node in the 8th or 10th house can be a placement indicating being wealthy at an old age/rich and old, basically

Neptune in the 1st house can be a backstabber placement because it can make you doubt your beauty/appearance despite all the observations towards this placement

Uranus and Saturn in the 3rd house have a hard time telling their opinions, thinking people might not like them anymore

Venus aspecting the North Node invovles themes of learning and accepting yourself. In harsh aspects can be a bit hard to come in terms with your beauty

Saturn harshly aspecting the north node will invovle so many challenges regarding your life path, for both good and bad aspects

Harsh aspects to the north node can indicate having a hard time when making decisions for your life, struggling to choose a path. Your life path can be confusing

South Node involving Pluto or Saturn can have a hard time when it comes to their past. Trauma/Reflecting on trauma and healing it

4th house placements and Taurus Placements are the most likely to be obsessed with cooking shows/cooking television/food television

Pluto/Mars or Venus over the 10th house may face constant sexualization, can be from other people, can happen at the workplace, or even online

Saturn harshly aspecting the Moon has a hard time feeling close to someone. They can detach fast and will never be seen again around that person

Jupiter in harsh aspects can make the native feel so 'unlucky' or 'jinxed', don't let the negative emotions take over and to make you feel like you're not worthy of luck

Saturn in the 7th house can have a hard time showing their feelings early. They first want to feel secure/safe around their lovers

Lilith in the 6th, 8th, or 12th houses can make enemies quite fast, attract envy or just people who simply don't match their energy

Mercury in Sagittarius or Pisces tend to be slow thinkers due to mercury having a tense energy in these signs

Chrion in Capricorn/10th house may face struggles with finding a good career/job and may skip a lot of opportunities

Pisces Placements might attract lots of obsessive exes, your exes might come every time mercury retrograde returns. Run

People with a stellium in the 7th house tend to give wayyy more chances to their partners. This is due to a strong 7th house indicating being too dependent on the partner

Chiron in Pisces or 12th house can struggle with escapism, or sometimes you might feel like you live inside a bubble

Water Moons/Lilith tend to have a good intuition, knowing when they're being lied/manipulated etc

Jupiter in the 8th house is a good at being rich because of other people. Can be inheritance, can be from marrying someone rich, or from profit out of a good career

Pluto in the 9th house can have a bad reputation in school/ high school and more. This is due to sometimes Pluto with his 'chaotic' energy

People with a 7th house empty can indicate having only a few relationships. Empty houses can result in something you're not that much focusing on and, in this case, might be relationships (It's a CURSE if you have Libra placements who seek relationships and bounding though)

Hope you all have it well!! 🤍🤍🤍stay safe and take care!

With love, harmoonix 🤍

[darqx]

-Looks at you sultrily whilst you bleed out-

[fatuismooches]

You love to give Capitano kisses on his helmet, the cool metal catching you off guard at first, but after doing it for so long, you have no reaction to it anymore. You came up with the idea as a compromise since at the beginning of the relationship he was incredibly awkward about you getting close enough to kiss him on his lips. Not because he didn't want you to, but well... there's just simply a lot of barriers to go through before you even get to experience the bare minimum of intimacy (kissing him.) Unfortunately, Capitano's not really good at communicating this so you'll have to take matters into your own hands as well. Even though he technically can't feel your lips on him, he can still feel your warmth and love coursing through him. The feeling is quite strange, he finds himself pondering it quite often.

(If you are someone who wears lipstick, agents may or may not have seen a few stains on his helmet. It is a bit entertaining to them that their general, who is always aware of his surroundings, was oblivious to this.)

Although he doesn't take his helmet off, he lets you reach your hand into his mask and feel his face, something afforded to none other except you. You love stroking his cheek as he sits in silent, basking in the unusual sensation. It always makes your heart race, being able to feel his rough skin, making your imagination run wild with possibilities - after all, you can't help but be a little bit curious about what he looks like - but in the end, it doesn't matter too much since you know his depth of love for you.

Capitano likes to entertain your silly requests despite his confusion. He's actually quite obedient to you and will fulfill your stupid requests without a protest, it's very funny. He will pick you up by letting you swing from his arm. He will open jars that you glued the lid on purpose with ease. He will let you braid his hair and patiently wait for you to finish your masterpiece. He will let you play with that chain that hangs around his helmet. He will let you (try to) pull him places and show him things while he listens with quiet and genuine interest.

It's obvious he's an actions-over-words type of man. Capitano likes to do things for you, but unfortunately, he's not very adept at certain tasks... he's meant for battle... so he leaves it to others to make your life easier. He never says he's the one who makes these things happen, no, it's unnecessary. Needless to say, he's also quite protective of you. But no one would dare to say anything about you unless they want to end up in a duel with the Harbinger.

Despite his large body, Capitano moves rather quietly, so you have probably gotten jumpscared by him looming over you without notifying you. He always apologizes but he keeps doing it. He just likes to observe you a lot, you always look too beautiful and focused for him to disturb you.

[licorishh]

no way she's alive ?? yea those mental health breaks because social media makes people suck are wild huh

[bluebells-and-dragonflies]

God, the intimacy of Astarion feeding from you.

Astarion drinking from your neck as he pulls your body closer to his in bed, his chest up against your back, his arms wrapped around your waist. It's a casual thing, now, his whispered can I? and your answering nod, as much a part of your bedtime routine as your bath or his curl care. You sigh as his fangs pierce your skin and his fingers flex against your stomach. His breath hitches when the taste of you hits his tongue, and that's familiar too, the physicality of it, the noises he makes low in his throat as he drinks, the way he grows warmer against you as your blood begins to flow through his veins. Nothing else makes you feel so heady, so intoxicated- so comforted.

Astarion drinking from your wrist when he’s starving for it and can’t wait to get you more comfortable. Pulling him into an alleyway one night on the way home from the Elfsong because you can see how badly he's craving in the way he can't keep his eyes off of the pulse point in your neck. He seizes your arm with both hands (can I? Yes-), bringing the soft skin on the inside of your wrist to his lips. He has just enough presence of mind to kiss the heel of your hand distractedly before he bites, fangs sliding through your skin and into the vein. The sound he makes can only be described as a growl, something feral and possessive (and you'll never tell him that it turns you on, since he would be insufferable about it- a promise to yourself that lasts exactly as long as the space between the moment and the next time you're tipsy and want him).

(NSFW Below!)

Astarion drinking from your inner thigh, one hand holding your leg steady and the other cupping your cunt. You groan, eyes shut in pleasure, as his thumb comes to rub your clit. The pain of the bite is barely pain this way- it collides with the pleasure in your belly and sends you almost out of your mind, overwhelmed with sensation and heat. He takes you all the way there, takes just enough from you to have you relaxed and pliant and soaring somewhere above your own body, plays you like an instrument with all the knowledge of you he's gathered over the months, the years. He knows when you're close, knows to crook his fingers inside you just so, knows the reaction he's going to get when he pulls away from your thigh for just a moment and looks up at you with dark eyes and tells you to come for him, he wants to see it, you fall apart so beautifully and it's all for him, isn't it, tell him how good he makes you feel and when you climax with his voice in your ear and the scent of blood on the air he has the audacity to laugh at how well he understands you, your body.

He's soft, after, softer than he'll ever be with anyone who isn't you. He licks you clean before he takes you to the bath, carrying you with the strength your lifeblood gives him. It's the least he can do for you, with everything you've given him: not just your body, but your trust, your closeness, and he will never stop being grateful.

[fandomhorde]

In the beginning, there was an author with a dream.

But the dream grew legs.

And when it did, I grinned.

Oh, the way I grinned.

Mwahahahahahaha (Boss music starts playing)

[potato-lord-but-not]

idk what possessed me but. MOIST

[ctrlzxoo]

ivan and till have their first kiss, an alternate ending 💕

please look at this comic for context and Part 1!

[cokoweee]

I’m feeding my own brain. Guess what imma do next year is that..

[wildmoonatic]

ng crew : )

[hollypunkers]

Fiyero: He is not just an Animal, he’s intelligent, he’s brave, he has heart- he’s my best friend! I’d die without him! Feldspur is just as, or even more, important to me than anyone!!

Feldspur: Fiyero is my pet.

[the-hopeful-squid]

Does anyone else ever remember that the Recruiter wears a hidden camera to record players being recruited & that he showed up to Gi-hun's hideout with an invitation card specifically meant for Gi-hun - thus carrying the implication that he was acting in his Recruiting role during the russian roulette scene -

and subsequently crack up yet again at the thought of In-ho watching that whole scene go down via live feed and having approximately a dozen aneurysms over his inability to do anything about the absolute fucking nonsense his favorite player and best Recruiter are blithely engaged in since he's just watching it all happen on a screen and is too far away to intervene?

Or is that just me?

[thatbuddie]

after buck and eddie get together, eddie starts giving buck absentminded kisses all the time.

kiss on the forehead after he passes him his morning coffee. kiss on the cheek while buck is cooking dinner. kiss on the back of his hand as buck drives them to bobby’s house for a family bbq. kiss on top of his head while they cuddle watching a documentary. kiss on his shoulder while they sit on the station couch reading in between calls.

but buck’s favorite kisses? the ones edde blows him from a distance. when no one is looking during a call and they have to separate, buck doing evac and eddie treating some minor burns. when buck is pulling out of the their driveway to go meet maddie and jee for lunch and eddie sees him off from the front porch. during their family night out at the movies with chris in between them before the action film their son chose and they’re both probably going to hate begins.

every single blown kiss is always followed by eddie mouthing “i love you” at him, and every single time buck feels himself start to blush, the butterflies in his stomach staging a very chaotic and uncoordinated flash mob.

there’s something so exhilarating about knowing that no matter how close or far away they physically are eddie always wants to be kissing him. like eddie knows just as well as buck does that his lips were always meant to graze buck’s skin and leave behind goosebumps for hours to come.

even when they can’t see each other at all, buck knows eddie is thinking about it too because eddie does not go more than 3 hours without sending him little 😘 emojis. he doesn’t say anything else, doesn’t contextualize them because he doesn’t need to. it's just random 😘 throughout the day, scattered in between the rest of their texts.

buck [3:33pm]: got caught in traffic, chris and i will be there soon! eddie [3:33pm]: ok, hen and denny just arrived eddie [6:03pm]: 😘

&

eddie [11:27am]: can you write “chris dentist appointment” on the kitchen calendar for 10/17? buck [11:31am]: done! eddie [11:32am]: thanks, baby eddie [2:16pm]: 😘

&

buck [10:08am]: we also need eggs! buck [11:43am]: remind me to replace the lightbulb in chris’s bedside lamp eddie [1:14pm]: 😘 eddie [3:09pm]: your amazon package just arrived buck [3:09pm]: yaaaaaaay eddie [7:24pm]: 😘

&

eddie [6:02am]: 😘 eddie [8:56am]: 😘 eddie [9:07am]: 😘 eddie [12:31pm]: 😘 buck [3:17pm]: 😘😘😘

[soracities]

What to do with an excess of shame?

this might not be what you're looking for, but the only thing i feel i can really say to this is volunteer work; soup kitchen, tutoring, animal shelter, youth groups, whoever needs extra hands in your community. i'm not saying it's a cure-all; shame comes from different places and needs different approaches depending on why it's there--but it's also something that feeds on itself at your expense: it's a one-sided narrative (monologue might be more precise) about who you are or who you think you are, & maybe it looks like a locked room w nowhere to go but it isn't. the door might be shut but unlocked. there are windows. crack one open & ask if someone needs your help collecting their groceries 🤍

[heinrichmey]

L has some new friends